August 2004 Archives

I'm in a bad mood. What makes me feel worse is that I was treating others like crap because I was in a bad mood. I'm going to hell. Had it been any other day I would have been fine. But no, it had to be tonight. Well fuck. If by the end of this you feel like I've been trying to make you feel bad, I probably have. Deal with it - I'll be better in the morning.

I think I need an identity. I should have one. I probably do have one. That loser kid computer nerd. Just what I love to be known as. I think it'd be a lot easier if I was naturally gorgeous. Some people don't know how fucking lucky they are. Not like they have to try to look good. What bothers me even more is that these are the people who bitch and moan about how ugly they are.

Hell, I'd settle for being just photogenic. Cameras hate me. I think it's probably because I'm no longer natural during the picture. My face is screwed up as it is. I shouldn't be doing anything to try and change that in a picture. It will only make things worse; it does.

I have my asian fetishes. What does it get me? Made fun of. Well that's loving. I hope some big pit of guilt opens up and eats you alive. Or at least smacks you around for a little bit. I hope that by the end of this I'll feel better. Then I'll have to appologize a million times over. I think I've figured out why I'm so bitter. So I'll stop before I dig any deeper.

I'm trying to reset my body's clock. Hopefully I won't sleep until 11:00 PM tonight. Which will hopefully work. I think I might be taking Mila and her friends somewhere in the morning. Or afternoon. Abby's birthday is tonight. Party at Jack Astors. I promise to not fall asleep. Adam and his friend Phil from Ottawa are going.

I spent 5 hours waiting for a monitor with Natasha. I think we managed to amuse ourselves. We mad conversations with other random people waiting in lines at the Staple's Midnight Madness. I missed Nick's Birthday Party, for which I feel bad. I wanted to go a lot. But I had to wait to get my monitor, which is nice and shiny. 19" Samsung LCD. *Drool*.

I had a random message from Jess on my MSN about a story she needed to tell me, but she was gone when I got back, which made me sad. I wanted to hear the story.

Destination Unknown is up and running, off of their livejournal community's posts and comments. This is why it will take you to livejournal if you go to comment on the post. It's just reading the RSS and reformatting it on the blog pages. They need a new layout. I might do one, but I'm not sure what style they would want.

I'm considering adding in something to the EluamosNailo.com RSS file. Just for the entry. It shouldn't break. My knowledge of PHP and XML are expanding. XML isn't as useless as I thought it was (although it's still very useless in the grand scheme of things). I also have a new layout coming for september. I just need to think of what to call the layout. Then it shall be prettiful. I hope.

Yes. I think that's enough for now. I also need to get a tablet with Natasha. And teach her to pick up guys. This should be fun.

Worst way to describe yourself that I've seen so far: Heterosexual Republican. Why not just run around screaming "Burn the heathens!"

With nothing about TVs in it.

I used Java. I'm scared. Mr. Berton would be proud. All of the pictures in my pictures section have their own individual html page. I had to redo them. Instead of doing each one individually (two full 160 picture pages, and a 24 picture page), I came up with a Java program that (minus copy and paste time), takes about 10 seconds to create all the pages for me. I love it.

"Does an Elope taste good?"

Love Hina is one of the greatest shows ever. I want it on DVD (on top of NGE) so I can watch it again and again and again (and hopefully get extras). I'm going to memorize the theme song. It is my goal to have Sakura Saku memorized so I can bust out and sing it any time I feel necessary.

So yesterday was my amazing day in TV Land which lead to good times all over the place. It started with me not getting any sleep Sunday night. The cause: A messed up internal clock. So by the time I was ready to sleep at 3:30 - 3:45, I had to be getting up to be up and about at 4:30. It was not good times. Bad bad times. So I had to try and iron shirts, and get clothes ready. Luckily, Sakura Saku was playing. On repeat. And Chris was laughing at me. That's what I get for turning on the webcam and forgetting it was on. Then dancing.

I managed to get to Milton by 5:20, with plenty of time for the supposed 5:30 departure. Unfortunatly they lied to me, and we didn't leave until after 6:00. I was suprised we got there when they did. At least the dad understood that Milton doesn't have real traffic. I kept thinking "If we hit rush hour, we're not going to be there until after 8:00." Luckily we didn't hit rush hour. So we got there on time.

It was funny to see Melissa's reaction when we drove up. She nearly died in the car. "That's the school! That's the school!" and after that I'm not sure she was speaking in any real language. It was good times. We sat in the front for a bit and read all the articles they had clipped about the show. The number about Adamo and his kiss actually made me sick. It's not that big a deal. Or at least I didn't think it was; apparently I'm wrong.

We got lost in the building trying to find holding. It was bad times. No that's a lie. It was good times, because we were in Degrassi. We had to get directions like three times. No one there gives good directions. Finally someone took us the right way and we got to where we were supposed to be. So we sat until more people showed up, then started to play cards. With many randoms. Good times.

Filming was fun when it started. We did outside shots, and then stuff on the inside for the dance. It was the Valentine's Dance episode, so it was good. Then things started to wear on you. You heard "Background playback!" and then the first two bars of the same crappy song over and over. If you were lucky, they would switch the song for you. We had four songs total. One song was the one they used for the "fast" songs. Then they had a cheesy "slow" song track. They had one "goofy" song track for the goofy scene thing, and then at the end they had a this in between fast-so song. It was awkward.

Most of the cast are assholes. The two nerdy kids in the show, are nerdy kids in life. Big dorks. Plus they're like 12 and they were making out. It was gross. Not pleasant for the eyes. Big pricks too. Cassey was nice. She was the only nice one that we talked to. Adamo had an ego as big as his hair. Long, greasy hair. Like I would be checking that out. In his defnese he did have nice eyes. Although everyone else claims I was checking him out.

By the end of the night I was tired. Drained. I ended up falling asleep on the ride home. It was decent times, since I was tired. But I would do in again. In a heartbeat. And hopefully I would be able to sleep the night before.

Anime couples have matched sets. I want a matched set. I'm tired now. I'll continue with TV Land Part II.

I'm a little hectic right now. Finding a red shirt, and clothing without logos on it was a lot harder than I thought it would be. Especially since it said no stripes, and no white. Well I have a beige polo shirt, but it has stripes on it. So that has to be removed now. So does the sweater I Was bringing in case of emergency. Since it had a big stripe across it. I hope the small stripes down the shirt isn't a bad thing. Stupid effort. All this to be an extra on Degrassi.

So there's something I apparently haven't mentioned to many people. I'm going to be an extra on degrassi. I have to leave in about 2 hours to get to Milton, to leave Milton for Toronto. Ok, maybe 2 hours and 30 minutes. The outfit thing is a big pain in the ass. I hope they realize that most things are white, or have some sort of small stipe on it (or big logo). Grr pain in the ass. I'm bringing a lot just in case. If not, they're screwed. I don't have anymore clothing. I can't help it. I did come out of it with two nice shirts (in red, which I normally never purchase - blue is my colour), a new bag and a really nice belt. Want to know the problem with the belt? It's a medium. Apparently too big for my waist. It's gross. My mom said the shoe guy might be able to add loops to it. I hope I hope I hope. I want the belt so much. It's so hot.

I got the torrent for the O-Zone CD. I'm listening to their single and enjoying it. After this, it's the whole CD that gets a play through and will be graded. Torie and Alyssa are also getting the files sent to them. It is good times. Or I hope so. I like how their first song opens up with an airplane like Air Hostess. Only good can come of this. My brain hurts. No one else blogs. So I'm done.

I'm in a mixed mood. It's not exactly fun. It's an up and down rollercoaster. But there are definatly things I need to get out. I can no longer handle stupid people. Right now I'm going to say I can't handle people period, since most people tend to be stupid.

Waterloo stuff needs to be finished. I need to start packing. I need to check my course listing to see if I got into Japanese. I need to buy my books. I need to do a lot of things. I have to go there. Maybe I'll go on Friday, since my life seems like it's about to open up with a lot of spare time. Fuck, as if that was a good thing. They sent me a test. Maybe I'm tired. But I don't want to do it at all. I don't remember how to do it. I think I should just prepare to flunk out of university. Not like my life would make that much of a difference anyways. I can assure you I'm going to hate a lot of people at Waterloo. So maybe you should just not talk to me, it would make things easier on you. I have no idea who two of my room mates are. This should be interseting.

High School Review:
1. Find the real roots of: (4x^3 - 8x^2 - 25x + 50 = 0), (4x^4 + 15x^2 - 4 = 0)
I don't even remember what the real roots are. I assume it's where the equation actually goes through y = 0. But that's just a guess. We we're never taught to do that with cubics and quartics. Where the hell is that book I bought.

2. Find all values of k so that (4kx^2 + 3x + k = 0) has two disctinct real roots.
Ok. Once again, I don't remember what a root is. So I'm fucked.

3. Simplify: ((x^3 - 3x^2 + 2x)/(x^4 - 8x))
To what? I'm so done, it's not even funny.

That's just the first three questions. I'm not going to continue. I was already prepared to puke and cry tonight. This is not helping things. I bought my agenda a while back, and hate it with a passion. It's a clunky, ugly piece of shit. They told me to check my scedule, except Quest isn't up 24hours. What kind of fucking computer geared university doesn't have its servers running 24 hours?

So, once again I'm not looking forward to going to Waterloo. One comment about how I shouldn't complain because I got my rez, and my program choice etc., and ... I'm not going to finish that sentence. Shut it up you. I don't care. This is going to sound snotty, but I'm angry enough to deal with it. I can accept I could have worked tons harder in high school. I could have pulled off an average my higher than what I got, but instead I coasted through. That said, my marks were still high enough to get in anywhere I wanted because I worked that much. So that was never an issue. People are ugly, but I don't care. I don't plan on meeting anyone at university anyways. I've said it multiple times. I've given up on women, because they're useless for everything except mating. Relationships with them are stupid. So I'm sticking to guys. You have a problem with that? Fuck off. You're not important.

I'm tired of people who wont get over their ex-boyfriends or ex-girlfriends. Holy crap. Move on. I can't even deal with it anymore. I know people who I want to ban from listening to music. Because they listen to every single sad, deperessing song ever and act as if their life is down the proverbial shitter because they got dumped ... over a month ago. Fuck man. Move on.

I can't stand people who copy things, and post it as their own work in an attemp to be clever. I remember a while back I found, to my surprise, that someone seemed to share my opinion on the latest fads. Not only that, the person seemed to know how everything worked. Then I found where it was copied from. Respect -10. Nice work.

On a some what lighter note, we celebrated Barone's Belated Happy Christmas Merry Birthday today. It was fun. I'm now going to wallow in self pity. And read up on Rei. I need to not have emotions.

Ok I'm done. Finished. Fini. Finito. And so on. I think it's nice.

PHP works. Picture pages aren't done yet. Need to do a picture script. Then it should be done.

Anything I've forgotten?

Feast your eyes on Version 6.0 || Broken. Definatly dedicated to Natasha, after all the work she put out on a series of layouts that my computer ate up (Legend was eaten by the website and fried MT, and the other Rei layouts were eaten by the computer crash). So this one is dedicated to her, even though I did it myself. Pictures are found on various websites across google.

I realized either we lost the pin for the wheel to keep it from falling, or we never got one. Either way I need to buy a new wheel for the hamster now. Maybe mommy will pay for it.

A fun thing I found while wandering around the internet.

The <Font> Tag Should NOT Be Used.
The <font> tag is deprecated in the latest versions of HTML (HTML 4 and XHTML).
The World Wide Web Consortium (W3C) has removed the <font> tag from its recommendations. In future versions of HTML, style sheets (CSS) will be used to define the layout and display properties of HTML elements.

I found it amusing. As amusing as this! Tags can be fun, if you know how to use them. I really want to learn PHP.

Strange dreams, and everyone wants my babies!

So last night I had one of my strangest dreams to date. I was driving in Toronto and it was icy so I had to drive slowly on the hill and what not (I blame that on the picture of Moscow covered in ice). So then I was in some huge forest (I blame Susan's references to camping). There was this really cramped tunnel bridge that I was in with Andrea, Susan, and some other guy. Andrea was in front and taking her time. So when we finally got out Susan broke the thing and it fell down the 40 feet or whatever into the river below. Nice work. So Tim, Rob, Steve and the like came and we wandered to find a way down. I thought it was odd.

I blame Rob's birthday party. It was friday night, and featured appearances from everyone in the old group except for Steve, Andrea and Ashleigh. Andrea was upset because she really wanted to see everyone again. It was a lot of fun to see everyone again. For the most part it was video games, trampolining, and a random waterfight that soaked Tim's van. I need to get him a present still. Hopefully I'll do it today. It's definatly going to be monkey related. I think we're going on 4 years of monkey related presents. I need to get Josh and Kaitie presents too. Maybe I will go to Pacific Mall.

Thursday promises to be a fun day. There's tentative scheduling for an outing to Pacific Mall, Eaton's Center and a movie. Hurrah. The only thing missing is a trip to Wonderland. Or a cruise. Wishful thinking? Most likely. But it will still be fun.

I think I may have cut off readers after the last rant. Whoops. Oh well, it was worth getting it out there. That's what I get for blog hopping. Lots of blogs with really bad HTML. Not even really bad XHTML. Really bad HTML. Yech. And I'm taking off a bunch of things wasting space on the server. Eugene, do you really need William Hung's CD up there?

A person who is sarcastic and bitter is someone that no one else wants to be around. With that in mind I'm going to rant about HTML for the next little bit.

So many people make me want to scream. I normally dont say anything, but I went through a whole slew of websites with crappy html. There was one cool site that fed LJ posts to the site. If I can't get MT working for Destination Unknown, I'd at least like to do that.

If you're going to nest tags, at least nest them properly. You cant go <b><i>something something</b></i>. It causes things to blow up. Unless you're using IE, but that's a crappy excuse for a browser anyways. Enjoy your viruses and gaping security holes. But I digress.

Stylesheet attachments and links go in the <head> section of the html. If you're going to use <table>, you need to open up <tr> and <td>, dump in the stuff for that collumn, then close them </td></tr></table> (in that order). Same goes for <ul>. You need to include <li> and </li> with everything you put on the list. Without them, it won't work properly. Or, it will work but people who come across the source will laugh - or something. If you're going to use <p>, you have to use <p> blah blah blah </p>. Not just <p>, or just </p>. Both. In the proper order.

Keep in mind that some characters do things in html. You cant use an ampersand (&) on an HTML page. You have to use the entity for it (&amp;), since the ampersand is used to open up any entity (&copy; : ©, &sup2; : ², &sup3; : ³, &micro; : µ, etc.) Maybe I just have too much time on my hands. That's what happens when you're at home with no job, and no one else is at home. I've even noticed I start repeating words in sentences. Yes my grip at sanity is slowly slipping away.

I was talking to a friend today about how she had a date, and was nervous because she was afraid that the guy wouldn't like her, or would think she was hideous, or not cool. So on and so forth. I shared with her my epiphany. You're better off to almost not worry about it. The other night I started worrying about things. It was a big mistake. I was talking to someone as this was happening. So there was later a friend who inquired about what happened to his "energetic, whitty Mike." Then the epiphany came along. It's not worth worry about things. It's more than likely that if you're worrying about a person, he or she will end up wondering what happened to the normal you. Especially if you're normally fun. And there went my train of thought. Without me.

I wanted to update the pictures section. I had pictures from the IR after party, up to Heather's Pool Party. I uploaded them, and then the computer fried on me. I lost them all. It's not fun. Heather's probably going to be a little upset.

I'm really tired. Staying up all night for the last few night is draining me physically and mentally. So I'm going to go re-something-ate. Haha, something-ate. I amuse myself.

So it's my second night in a row where I haven't gone to sleep at all. Well sorta. Ok no my brains not working. Tonight I was up all night - it's now 6:14. I watched The End of Evangelion. It didn't make me any more impressed with the end of the series. Not at all. But whatever. I read some of my book to make it better.

The night before I was out until 4:00, and then up around 7:30ish when Natasha called me to wake me up. A fun filled day at Square One, and then Oakville Place was ahead of me. That one supervisor guy at Dairy Queen really doesn't like me very much. Sigh. Andrea got her shirt, and book. I wound up with a list of 10 books that I wanted. Well technically it's 11. I've wanted to get the hardcover annotated Chronicles for the longest time, but I can't find it anywhere. Paperback for that book is just a cop out. But whatever. I have 10 more books I want, plus a growing list of DVDs I'd like, clothing I think I need, and computer upgrades that might become necessary.

If I can't get photoshop to put the layout up, I'd definatly at least liek to have this layout look like my livejournal one. I don't think I'm ready to jump into tables just yet. Well maybe, I have lots of spare time on my hands. I need my photoshop back *tear*. Natasha even has a layout for me waiting.
Destination Unknown is not up. Not only is it not up, the cgi file for the entries is corrupted and decided to delete itself. So as you can imagine, there was a whole lot of screaming and some possible hair-pulling-out. I'm sorry, and very sad. Hopefully the new MT system will be able to make up for it. As a side note: Jess and Mel (and even Josh if he wanted) will also be able to incorporate MT into their blogs. So, poo on this.

That's about all that I can remember me wanting to say.

Especially you Mel. I have some presents here for you in case you haven't found it yet.

Maybe I'm bitter right now. It would explain a lot of things. My computer had a fucking conniption. I blame Spy Sweeper actually. Although it didn't look like it was eating up all my memory, it's the only thing that I can think of. Time to double my RAM asap. I'm supposed to get a new monitor soon. I'm going to ask for RAM too. Mmm RAM. And maybe a monitor.

So I can't wait for my mother to get home. I need books. Books and clothes. Books, clothes, computer stuff. Sigh. I'm going to explode. Seinfeld came out on DVD. I want it so much.

Everyone is going crazy. I'm not even sure I can handle it. Actually, I don't want to talk about it. Oh don't worry about the D&D Fact Sheet thing anymore.

I have all the released Ayu videos now. Or I will in a short time. I love her with a passion. I could actually worship her like a goddess. I plan on it too.

The End.

Had to format the computer, so it was a pain in the ass. New layout as soon as I get a working copy of photoshop back. There's a layout ready and waiting. So we shall see. Reinstalling and redownloading everything is a huge pain in the ass.

I'm going to update MT, so that should be fun. Technically it's already updated, but not really. I have some bad news for some other people, but some good news too. Hopefully it won't be too bad. Or I could make it up to them. Mayb with ice cream? Sigh. One stupid missing file. Curses. I could have sworn it was in the package too. Grr. What am I going to do with myself.

And with that, you should consider yourself updated.

P.S. Start friggen blogging.

Ok so I'm a big loser. I can accept that. The problem is people who can't accept what they are. What have I been doing in my spare time? Watching Evangelion and playing Gauntlet Legends when I'm not too tired. It's been fun. What else is there to do during the summer while spending your time in Oakville?

I guess you can jump on 'teh bouncy bridge' because that's always fun. I love the bridge. It is probably one of my favourite places in the world. I think the river oaks rec park wins because it has the bridge and swings. I could spend hours there. Especially if I'm with like Natasha or Josh or something. Even though I haven't seen Josh in forever. I think I got cut.

For the record: Shining Time Station is one of my favourite TV shows ever. I doubt the people who would be amused by reading that will actually ever read it, but that's ok. Because I want everyone else to know anyways. I also really loved Beast Wars (I watched it religiously) and Shadow Raiders. I finally figured out the show was called Shadow Raiders. There are previews on the Evangelion DVDs. I hope it's on DVD. I'd buy them all. Or get mommy to buy them for me! I want them.

I have to put the new layout up. I will do it tonight. Special thanks again to Natasha. It will go up tonight. But I said that - I'm tired. I also need to buy the upgrade for moveable type. So Jess and Mel can expect to be able to use Moveable Type before the year is out. Yay for archives? I don't know.

I was all sad today. Then I got home and had a message and it made me smile. Actually, it made my day. Does that make me a loser?

Ah yes. So for some reason I've had this feeling that it's been forever since my last entry. The actual time is roughly 1 day. So I'm not sure where my brain has been.

I'm working on a new layout for this stupid thing, since the last one kept not loading properly. It makes me sad. I liked Legend of MAX. So I'm sad. Right now Natasha is being a super hero and doing a layout. She's on a depressing theme base thing though, so I'm not sure how it'll work. It's definatly going to be good so if I don't use it now, I'll save it for September when things are a little more deperessing.

Whee. I went to the John Mayer/Maroon 5 concert last night. Oh my god I loved it. It was so much fun, even though I was tired. I loved it so much. I want to go again: right now. Maroon 5 opened up and I was like: *drool*. The lead singer bounces around a lot, and is so doing his guitar player - but that's ok because I established that months back when I first saw the music video for This Love. I don't even remember what songs they did. I'm pretty sure they opened with Through With You. I know they did The Sun, This Love, She Will Be Loved. And so on.

John Mayer makes the funniest faces ever while he's playing. It was even better because Natasha mentioned picturing those faces during sex. So of course I spent half of the concert laughing. But it was good times. He did like 4 covers. Two Jimmy Hendrix, One Eric Clapton and One Coldplay. So yes. Four covers. It was good times all in all. Kyle drank coffee whitener. He's so dumb.

I'm so incredibly tierd, it's not fair. But the good news is that things seem to be up and running again. I'm not 100% sure how I managed to screw everything up, but I did. So I had to import and export about a billion times trying to salvage things. It's not exactly fun. For this one alone I have to redo all the templates, and make it all work again. I also have to redo the whole layout to work with the new MT templates. Barf. I'm not sure if it'll work. I might just try another layout. Then I have to completely redo Destination Unknown. Le sigh.

I have about a million things I can talk about. So many things have happened over the last few days. I don't think my life has ever been so eventful. I've hung out with so many different people over the last few days too.

I hate it when my friends get really low. It hurts. It sucks to, when I'm not sure what to say. I mean, you think of something to say that seems true - but if it was you in that position, you wouldn't want to hear it. I know from experience. And everything seems to suck. So when my friend called me, I did the best I could to just be there. It was all I could do.

I love when you end up hanging out with people that you would have never expected to spend time with in 100 years. You sit there and you're like: Wow, I didn't see this one coming. It's even more fun when they do things you'd never expect them to do, or something that would seem completely out of character. For example. I spent time with Abby and Glenda. It was hilarious. We went to Shoppers and I wound up on the floor laughing. Then at another point I was on the floor because I was so embarssed. But I loved it anyways. Like I love jumping on wooden bridges.

I've spent a whole lot of time with Miguel lately. His house, my house, his house, my house, his house. It's a back and forth game. I like it. It's another group of friends. I don't actually see myself that connected with them. It's like all of the other people I talk to. There was all the grade 12s at White Oaks that I talked to religiously for a month or so, and then just stopped. I never see them anymore. There was the group of kids who had just graduated from White Oaks before that. It goes on like that. I'm connected on some hardly emotional level with all sorts of people, and then it just stops.

I've reaffirmed my belive that people are stupid. I hate it when someone is trying to make someone else jealous. As if that's going to help you get them. If you like someone, saying "this hot person is talking to me, and this hot person is talkign to me, and this hot person is talking to me," is not going to help your case. It's not like they're suddenly going to feel that you're blessing them with your time, conversation and then if they're really lucky, your presence. Whatever. I'll get over it.

Morganti and I have been doing Mike and Ike time. It's a new thing Abby started. I like it, so I'm mkaing it stick. However I just spilt sprite all over my desk. So no good will come of that. Clean up time.

There's a ridiculous power that forgivness has. A power to heal. Remember that, and then get over it. I think I'm still in a bad mood. So it sucks. Now I scream: get over it.

Notice a new layout. I love it. We've returned to the staple of layout inspirations: DDR. So I figured The Legend of MAX would have made a good layout. Dumb dumb dumb. Poor ~Natasha. She worked her butt of trying to code this stupid thing. Not code, but do the image. There were upwards of 5 or 6 versions of the image before there was one I could code. And then even then I had to change the image a bit, and felt bad. Morganti said I should redesign it because the TVs are too small. /SMACK /DUEL /VP. But he did give me a good idea, so he's forgiven. ~Jess has a new layout too. It's like new layout mania, since ~Kaitie and ~Kaman just recently redid theirs.

I still need to update a lot of things on the site. Like the pictures page. Don't worry Heather, I still have pictures from just after grad. They're justn ot up yet. And why do I doubt that we're actually going to get our two pictures from grad that I'm saving spaces for. Or will we get them when we get our yearbooks. Nothing says fun like getting our grade 11 year books after we've graduated. At least I know next years is going to be good. I donated half of the friggen pictures to that thing. It has to be good.

I've been spending a lot of time with my regulars recently. Apparently it's a bad thing. Because you're not supposed to only hang out with people you know through school, or from your town, or talk to online. Who isn't online right now? Whatever. Make yourself feel better because you still talk on the phone to people from camp. I talk to people from camp. Online. I talk to people from my cruises, online. But don't worry, you're still oh so much better than me.

People are a horrible excuse for almost everything. I can't even comprehend half the stuff. Then, like the idiot I am, I put myself out in the open. Then I get shot down. Like I said, it's my own fault. I should definatly know better by now. Apparently not. So I use the livejournal to vent about things not really related (or extremely related) through song. I like the colour scheme a lot. Originally it was Ghettysburg from Moveable Type (like one of ~Eugene's), but then I changed the grey. I think the new colour suits it better.

I think I can go on forever about how I'm hating everything right now. But I'm not going to. I'm going to talk about a horrible turkey pot pie thing I had last night. Note to the world: eating turkey on a regular basis is one of those things you shouldn't do. Theres a chemical in turkey that actually makes you physically tired. Which, combined with the fact that eating makes you tired, is the reason why everyone sleeps on Thanksgiving. According the Maclean's, Bison is making huge strides in the food industry. All this after having bison burgers the other day. I'll add it to the list of strange foods I've had: Kanagroo, Ostrich, Deer, Moose, Crocodile, Buffalo (although I always though buffalo and bison were the same: I'm proven incorrect). I know the list is longer. I don't feel like thinking right now.

In fact, I don't feel like feeling right now.

I excluded a few things from the last entry, because it was gloomy. So on to the things I didn't want to taint with gloominess!

After two years, I saw Miguel again. It was alot of fun. I don't think there are words to describe how much fun I had with him. It started on Thursday morning when I logged onto MSN and he had added me. Abby had given my email address to Adam who gave it to Miguel. I had nothing to do and a car, so I drove out to Hamilton and saw him again. I spent the day with his friends Layla, Deeley, Drew and Matt (and I hope that's right).

I ended up spending the night. Which was nice. It was like back at camp. Something I neglected to mention: I've known Miguel for 9 years. We used to go to camp every summer. So I was all happy, especially since I've been missing camp. So after that I had to go and pick up Moo from the airport because she was coming back from England, and no one was home to get her. So we waited, and customs was being mean. Apparently it's gay that I picked her up (care of a bitter Marta).

So after that I took Miguel to visit Adam at Dairy Queen (Susan and Glenda were working too). I spend so much time at Dairy Queen, it's ridiculous. Brenda told me to get the application today. That's how I wound up working at Booster Juice. It'd be nice to have a job and something to do, but I'm going to Waterloo in september so I think it would be stupid of me to get a job. Then I went back to Miguel's and spent the night again.

I've also been overloading on Playdium, and I love it. I love playdium, and DDR. I almost passed Max 300 at Barone's house. I'm now tipsy. Let's see if I can do it again tonight. Ah yes, tipsy. I spent the day with Josh and Kyle, and then went to a BBQ at the neighbours. And started drinking. I love it. It, and Billy Idol.

Don't stop cooking as I feel alright now! So now we have the 3rd rule: think about it. It's a good rule. Passion rules reason. You can end up doing some really foolhardy things if you don't think about it. You can jump into things you're not ready for, or even worse you can do something and not be ready for the consequences. So do us all a favour. Think about it. Oh, and make things easier to understand. Communication is key!