April 2005 Archives

I'm in Florida. I'm going on a cruise. So, ya. Enjoy your birthdays.

Harper is a HUGE HOMO.

I swear. Really... It's not slander, its libel.

I'm fucking tired. I had fun, high-stress night. I can't find JD. I want to go for a nap. I should post something real later.

I was listening to music and felt really emo all of a sudden. Not that I'm a very emo person. I've just been reading other people's blogs, and it made me sad. Everyone is finishing up their first year of university. Mel's done, she went home yesterday. Melissa is going home today. Aiden's going home. Laurence moved out.

My room is slowly being packed away. My tv and ps2 already went home. my DVD/VHS player is going home today. So is more laundry, and my math136/japan112/cs134 stuff. My mom's coming to pick me up and take me home for the night; Phil's in town and we're going to go galavanting. The plan so far is: haircut, then downtwon to meet with Laurence and go shopping. I need a top.

I only have two exams left. math137 and ger101. I'm not too worried. I'm a little sketchy about math137. I got sick at the end of the 1A term, and missed the classes. Then I was sick during the exam and failed. So I was hoping to get a relearning. Unfortunately, I've been sick all term and didn't get to any class. Oh well. I'm going to have to cram my brain away on sunday and monday. There's a review session monday night too. GER101, I'm not worried about. Well let's be honest, it's not exactly the hardest class UW has to offer.

I don't want to leave. Well, I do. I don't enjoy waterloo. It's the people I don't want to leave. Especially since they're staying, and I'm going to be gone until Septebmer. I'll be gone until January if I get the job I want too. It makes me sad. We talk about how we'll always visit, but will we? In the past I've always seen that we say that to comfort ourselves at the time, but when it comes down to acting on what we said we would do, nothing happens.

On a happier note, I've managed to postpone issues with my best friend dilemma. I'll probably blog about it at some other point in time, just not right now; things are good. Explaination mark? Oh Aiden, how I love thee. I'm really really looking foward to my birthday. Well I'm looking forward to Adam's birthday, but mine is going to be super fun. I'll be legal. We've set tentative plans to go to Fly. I also want to go to a CHUM FM Saturday Night Dance Party. Phil's birthday should be fun too. We'll be legal in Montreal.

Since I'm going home, I should probably go shower. I'm really bad at wrapping these up.

Ich heiße Mike Haddad. Ich bin 18 Jahre alt. Ich komme aus Oakville; ich bin Kanadier. Mein Vater heißt Nader, er ist funfzig Jahre alt. Er kommt aus Egypt, aber er ist jetzt Kanadier. Meine Mutter, Susan, ist 48 Jahre alt. Ich habe auch einen Bruder und eine Schwester. Meinen Bruder heißt Nick. Er ist 16. Er meint, er ist sehr klug und sehr sportlich. (Bahahaha) Meine Schwester heißt Stephanie. Meine Familie wohnen in Oakville. Meine Oma wohnt in Toronto.

Ich bin Student. Ich studiere Informatik an die Universität in Waterloo. Ich höre gern Musik, zum Beirpiel Ayumi Hamasaki. Ich habe braune Augen und braunes Haar. Ich bin müde...

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Oh man. I crack myself up.

I saw someone who had a button on their site that said "I'm voting NDP" and I for whatever reason found it really really amusing. Oh NDP, how little you offer our country.

Added galleries/pictures:

I would have had more galleries/pictures, but Hanae is a big jerkface and deleted them all without me knowing it. Sigh. I'll upload the rest later.

Yes, it's true. We were attacked by ninjas. Ok, not really. So what did I do today?

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P.S. I got a 50 something on my JAPAN112R final. That sucks. I mean, those were relatively simple sentences to form, but I just wish I could remember all the vocabulary that I'm supposed to know. Two of the people that we went to Pho with are graduated. It's so weird. I felt really young. On the way back Josh and I talked to Hanae. She's yougner than my best friend. I just realized that. It was weird. She should hang out with us more. I'm going to be sad if I get the OLGC job, because I won't be able to take the JAPAN201R in the fall term. Unless I could somehow commute once a week. That'd be awesome.

I should be reviewing CS134. Maybe I could pass it if I study enough. That would be nice. I'm going to meet with the course coordinator tomorrow at 930. I should see the CS advisor to about starting an appeals process incase I failed MATH136. This has been the term from hell. For those of you who have been out of the loop, or assume I just whine alot: I got mono in december. However, everytime I was tested (twice a month from january until march) they said I didn't have mono, so I remained in school hoping I would get better. Eventually at the end of March I found out I was EBV positive (that makes me sound so dirty). So I figured I would stay in class since I was near done anyways. This is against the wishes of my mother, the advice of the CS134 Coordinator and the Infectious Diseases Specialist in Oakville. Well, now I'm kinda wishing I had taken their advice.

This whole patch of time since last friday feels like more than two weeks for me. That's how drained I am mentally. It's tiring. I've done so much, studied so much, and failed so much. It's great. I lost where I was going with this. Oh! At some point on the weekend, I was taken to JD's friends to be presented a Fringe! award. I won "JD's Biggest Fan" It was nice. A candle ina cool candle thing, and a card thing. It had to be saturday, because I went to REN again afterwards with Laurence and Geoff. Speaking of Geoff, that reminds me I need to appologize for calling him queeny. I'm a huge ass. I'm sorry.

I'm going to go wander around some stuff now.

Tomorrow I'm going to try and get exempt from CS134 and MATH136. It's going to be tons of fun.

So here we go, second round of finals. I'm not sure how I'm feeling about this week. Yesterday I was not looking foward to MATH136 at all. I write it at 7:00 tonight. Now that I think about it, I should hopefully be ok. I'm going to spend the recommended maxiumum of three hours on a day of a final studying. Reviewing notes, etc. I'm quite tired. That reminds me I need to take my pills. Yech.

I can't wait to be done. I had a phone interview today. I wasn't expecting it at all. I was in my PJs, and had just woken up something like 20 minutes before hand. I had to tell my mom to just wait outside while loaded stuff into the car. I don't think I did very well, but I've accepted that I probably won't get a co-op job unless I'm extremely lucky. If I'm even more than extremely lucky I'll get the job at OLGC. I'd have no problem doing this job though; I just don't think I'm going to get it.

My mother was up again today. Poor woman. She had to bring more clean bed stuffs and towels for me. I managed to get impetigo. This has to be one of the best terms ever. EBV, Mono, Strep, and now this. My face is ruined, and it stings and hurts. It makes me sad. Laurence and Geoff kept making fun of me. It wasn't very pleasant, I sorta felt like crying/screaming/puking. I blame Natasha for that tendency.

I've been spending tons of time with Laurence, and as a side thing Geoff. Now, I need to introduce everyone to these two boys. Laurence is the asian boy in 3East MKV. We do lots of stuff together, like walking to the plaza to get foodstuffs. We also go to REN (way too much), and we spent all day yesterday tanning. Simply because it was gorgeous outside. Geoff is his friend from Laurier. And this is how I've come to describe him:

Take me. Now, make me taller, blonde, and even more twinky than I am right now. Then, add in the ownership of all of the Ayu cds and dvds as well as the memorization of all the Ayu songs. Then add fluent Mandarin, and take away all of my personailty traits. Because really, I can't think of anything we have in common other than we can be really mean to each other.

I broke my site last night. It was annoying. I had to reset up MT. Then I was having issues with the templates and the charsets. I fixed it now. I hope. I don't feel like working on it anymore. I need to get back to working on my site. I guess, not really since I have all of May. So far it's looking like this:

Layout: Done, minus flash (requires flash and photoshoot). Blog setup: Done, minus tweaking. Archive main page: Not Started. About page: Started Mike: ipod, about (require finishing; movie, book, tv)

So. I'm going to take a twenty minute nap because I can no longer complete coherent thoughts. My appologies. Bye!

So, for those of you who know me at all, it won't come as a surprise to you when you read this. I have a lot of beefs. I have beefs with almost everything. Well, maybe not that many things but it helps get the point across. So now, I'm going to have to talk about some beefs I have.

Language Mis-users
Don't use colloquial phrases from languages if you don't know what the fuck they mean. This is targeted more specifically at people who try to use japanese because it's the cool thing to do. Don't add 'ne' to the end of every sentence because you think you can use it like 'no' (like the mexicans), 'eh' (like the rural canadians), or 'ya' (like most eastern european immigrants). It just doesn't work like that. You can't do it. I see it and get offended. Then I laugh at you. People who can use 'ne': The ones who know how to use it. For example, Kaitie knows how to use it. Jess knows how to use it. Obviously Mel and Josh know how to use it. Speaking Japanese helps. So, for the most part this isn't targeted towards those in the circle that enjoy outings to Asia Land. It's for other people I've stumbled across in speech. Other things you can't use, that annoys me just as much as 'ne' being improperly used: 'ja' being used at the end of a sentence, as if its an affirmation. Actually this annoys me even more than the misuse of 'ne'. Do you know why? Generally when people misuse 'ne', they're close. Ja is in no way able to be misinterpreted as an affirmation. I'll let you all in on a little secret. It means 'well'. Like: Ja, kore o kudasai. ばかですね。しんでく ださい。

Lying Gay Boys
I have serious issues with gay boys who lie about their lives to make themselves feel better. Get over yourself. I'm sick and tired of having to deal with your front. I don't understand it. Life isn't that amazing. When you lie about things, people will eventually have a conversation about them and discover all your flaws. Which is ironic, becuase it was the one reason that lead you to lie in the first place; to cover up your flaws. So maybe if you had common sense, you would realize that if you didn't lie people would probably like you anyways, and not end up hating you because you're a big, fat liar.

Queeny Gay Boys
I have a serious issue with queeny gay boys. It makes me feel a little better about not being able to go to the hop. Nothing like spending a night around a bunch of insecure homos to make a night complete (You'll notice I didn't say teen, because there are older homos that are just as bad - trust me, I've met more than my fair share). So, instead of being a big bitch because you hate your body and you need to attention, go.. I don't even know. Go do drugs. Go read a book. Get a job. Just don't even think about trying to say something about me. I may be insecure about certain aspects of my body, but I am more than sound in my mental state to tear you apart. So for your own sake, don't.

I'm apparently being whisked away now; JD called and said that he needs me to go to an award ceremony because there's a surprise for me. I'm frightened.

I'm looking at using some of these galleries/pictures in parts of the side. You need to let me know now if you have a problem with any of them going up, since some are silly and others involve bathing suits.

From: The Room, Sept 2 Guess who's in Waterloo right now ? ^_~ I'm so lonely...My roommate isn't home for some reason O____o. Come here fast!
Posted by: MeLi at September 5, 2004 04:45 PM

From: Frosh VII, Sept 12 Screw a cheerleader or two for me, will ya?
Posted by: Eugene Choi at September 12, 2004 03:28 PM

I had one of the strangest dreams that I have ever, ever had. I don't remember how it went exactly. I was at home, and some how wound up going out with Phil and Ian. Keep in mind this is Adam's Ian, who I have never met, and don't think about very often. So we went to Home Depot. Only it wasn't home Depot. It was the free weight half of Family Fitness, and then like an arts and crafts section. It was strange. Then it developed into being ditched by the two of them, and going off and stealing horses and Gladiator the movie. It's really hurt my brain.

I get my 10 minute break. It's gross. Not even 9, and I've already done an hour of math136. I didn't achieve THAT much, and I'm not sure how much of it will stick in my brain, but the point is I did it. I'm going to need to start studying with Mel when she goes to the library. Where that little asian girl when you need her? O_o

Google Maps are a lot of fun. I know that allowing people to have the link to these entries takes away from the surprise, but it's a pain in the ass to have to import comments from Livejournal, and we all know how much I love comments. Typing them out one by one isn't going to be any fun at all. I wish I had an easy way to do it.

I've spent six hours today studying linear algebra. I honestly didn't get a lot accomplished. I'm not in an uppity mood today. Tomorrow should be better. I'll do my four hours of CS, collapse, and go to bed. That way I'll be able to wake up early tomorrow, be in a good mood, and actually get work done.

Today, I did something ridiculously out of the ordinary and got a new Opera Skin. For anyone who knows my quirks well, this will shock you. It takes me years to change skins for something. I still have the same Winamp skin that I've been using since I got winamp. This is the first time I've ever changed my Opera skin since I started using Opera. It helped keep me sane while I was doing lin alg.

I've been doing a lot of that. Things to keep me 'sane', instead of working. It makes sense to do them, but it's taking time away from studying. On top of that, some of them didn't exactly keep me sane. For example, there was a problem reverting back to MT. On top of the regular pain in the ass of redoing the templates, and importing the entries, my webserver switched the regular PHP permission requirement from 777 to 755. Eugene had suggested that I might have to reset the server. For a while I was afraid I would have to. I told killerfish, melishrelish, and joshu_wa that they needed to back up everything on their subdomains in case the server went down. Luckily it didn't.

Using MT has already cut back on my regular LJ checking. Maybe this means that I'll check the sites of people who don't use LJs (Eugene, Laurence, etc.). It should be a good thing. I just need to remember to get that plugin to auto link jazz for me. Poor Eugene. His brain takes so much from my asplosions.

I was going to do a quiz, but I decided I didn't like it.

I have a lot of work to do. 2 more hours of math and 4 more hours of cs today. Then 14 extra hours of japanese spread out over the rest of the week. This fucking sucks. I can't believe it's Wednesday already.