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August 2007 Archives
I still don't have my mark for my summer class.
I still don't have a place to live come September.
But I did get drunk with a bunch of gay conservatives last night, and that was a lot more fun that I thought it could ever be.
For the two weeks leading up to my final where I did nothing but study, all I wanted was to have it over and done with. Of course, in studying I forgot about my tendency to draw blanks when I'm actually writing the final, so now I'm in another shitty period: waiting to see if I actually passed the course. I don't want a good mark. I just want to pass, and to have nothing to do with calculus ever again. How's that for an about-face from my position when I was at UWaterloo, when all I wanted was MORE MATH.
I'm starting to think that most of the problems in my life are my own doing. I don't mean that in the "well, they were my decisions so now I have to deal with the consequences" sort of way either. I'm starting to think I'm subconsciously making horrible decisions so that I can have the resulting freak out and feel that I have so much shit to deal with in my life. How's that for a shitty self-realisation?
There's always the off chance that I just might not belong in Ontario anymore. Toronto lost its appeal really quickly. It's frustrating living in a city where all three levels of government have no hope of doing anything period, never mind anything right. It pains me following every twist and turn even more than it pains me listening to stupid people reacting to what they think the changes mean. It made my day when 905 City Councillors laid the verbal smackdown on Toronto telling them to suck it the fuck up and raise land taxes like everyone else. But that doesn't solve the funding problems right now.
School is enjoyable (assuming I'm going to make it into second year), but city life is far from it. I'm hoping that moving into a nice, new apartment will make me realise I'm overreacting. Better than moving to another province and realising I have absolutely nothing going for me once I get there.
So that brings me to my current conclusion that I need a vacation. Somewhere I have to go on a bus, or a plane, or a train. I want a week of worrying about nothing but where I'm going to drink and who I'm going to party with. I'd love to go out to Vancouver but that costs a lot more money than I have right now. I might book a weekend in Montreal using Coach Canada's (very misleading) Toronto-Montreal $10 promotion. It's $10 if you can book a million hours in advance, and you take the midnight buses. Good old laws of supply and demand.
Complicated - Avril Lavigne
(You Drive Me) Crazy (The Stop Remix) - Britney Spears
Come On Over - Christina Aguilera
Chained To You - Savage Garden
Cry Me A River - Justin Timberlake
Country Grammar - Nelly
Could I Be Your Girl - Jann Arden
Clowns - Tatu
Clockwatching - Jason Mraz
Closing Time - Semisonic
Leave a comment, and I'll give you a letter so you can list your 10 favourite songs that start with it too.
Tomorrow I write a final worth 71% of my mark. I am freaking the fuck out.
I'm a Gryffindor. And here I was thinking I'd be a Ravenclaw.
Try it here: Not very comprehensive sorting quiz.
The standard MT comment cookie script that is not working properly, despite the fact it's what came with MT way back when I got it.
If anyone has the time to review the shitty code and figure out why the "Remember Me" doesn't work. Let me know.
I finished Deathly Hallows a while ago. Feel free to discuss with me, so I can get my addiction on.
I broke this. I promise to fix it, starting in 2 weeks after my final.
